Saved too many times
Lana has turned her back on god and Jesus because she’s felt she’s made too many mistakes to be forgiven.
She feels the life she is living is too sinful to be forgiven. This is slightly ironic because the doctrine of Christianity is that people can be forgiven as many times as they are willing to repent.
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