And I still believe that I can not be saved
Throughout the song, Corgan has pronounced his frustration with the fact that he is destined to be damned in a sense. In the outro, he repeats what he has been telling us, but the 4th time he says it their is a hint of confidence and possibly even pride in his voice.
The progression of the song takes us from being very frustrated with our position in life and the “hand we’ve been dealt” so to speak, but by the end of the song there is a sense of acceptance with the life you have and that acceptance slowly turns into something to own and be proud of. A very valuable life lesson.
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