I'm packed and I'm holding, I'm smiling

from Third Eye Blind – Semi-Charmed Life Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

Holding is a phrase used for being in position of drugs. He’s glad he’s got those drugs.

Most likely meth or cocaine, the latter of which Jenkins had an affinity for prior to and during the recording of this album.

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