Intoxicated with the madness
I'm in love with my sadness

from Smashing Pumpkins – Zero Lyrics on Rap Genius

Meaning

When you’re in a depressing mood other things that are depressing seem to attract your attention (maybe for solace)

Have you noticed that you’ll listen to sad songs when you’re feeling sad? e.g. Drake

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