Brain Stew Lyrics
I'm having trouble trying to sleep
I'm counting sheep, but running out
As time ticks by, still I try
No rest for cross-tops in my mind
[Refrain]
On my own, here we go
[Chorus]
My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry, my face is numb
Fucked up and spun out in my room
[Refrain]
On my own, here we go
[Verse 2]
My mind is set on overdrive
The clock is laughing in my face
A crooked spine, my senses dulled
Past the point of delirium
[Refrain]
On my own, here we go
About
A song where Billie Joe Armstrong sings about insomnia from methamphetamine usage. Armstrong admitted to using speed for writing most of the band’s early songs. The symptoms, especially the album’s titular ‘insomnia’ are typical of methamphetamine usage.
It’s also notable for segueing directly to the next track, “Jaded”, to the point the single had both together.
Q&A
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In a 1995 cover story for Rolling Stone, Billie Joe Armstrong explains the origin of the title:
“Brain Stew,” Armstrong explains, is the nickname of James Washburn, a longtime friend of the band. “He used to have a big mohawk; now he’s a total ratchethead [California slang for a car buff],” says Armstrong. “He’ll say something like ‘Oh, man, that guy fuckin’ slipped a gear,’ when someone snaps. He’s a big lyrical influence on me.” And the opening lines of “No Pride” (“I’m just a mutt/And nowhere is my home/Where dignity’s a land mine/In the school of lost hope”) are owed to “Gonna Find You,” a song by another mentor, Jesse Michaels, who led the late, great Berkeley act Operation Ivy, whom Armstrong calls “a punk-rock Kerouac.”
Billie said in an interview with Rolling Stone:
This song is such a dark horse. I had just gotten some recording equipment, and I came up with the riff when I was experimenting with it for the first time: “Oh, this is cool. It almost sounds like a harder Beatles song, like ‘While My Guitar Gently Weeps.’ ” The song is about methamphetamine, not being able to sleep, and staying up all night. It was something that was creeping into our punk scene at the time, and I definitely did my experimenting with it. It’s just such an evil drug.
Things were getting really scary. I’m such a dedicated songwriter and musician, and when Dookie got so big — it was on par with becoming one of the biggest pop records of all time — I really wanted to be like, “I’m a rocker. I’m a punk rocker. That’s what matters to me more than being some kind of pop star.” That sort of fueled that record.
Everything was happening. I got married, I had a kid, I was 23 years old, and people were climbing in my trees to look inside my house. It was the scary side of becoming a rock star, or whatever. You can’t control the outcome of your life. I wanted to show the uglier side of what Green Day was capable of.
- 2.Brat
- 5.No Pride
- 7.86
- 8.Panic Song
- 10.Brain Stew
- 11.Jaded
- 12.Westbound Sign
- 13.Tight Wad Hill