X.Y.U. Lyrics

[Instrumental Intro]

[Verse 1]
She didn't wanna be, she didn't wanna know
She couldn't run away 'cause she was crazy

She gave it all away, she saw her baby break
And in the air it hung that she was dull razors

[Chorus 1]
And I said, "I wanna fill you up
I wanna break you, I wanna give you up
From one another, another one should come
To one another, no one should come between us"

[Verse 2]
Still, I was lonely, and she was by my side
My one and only knows that she could never hide
I couldn't feel her, and it was just a game
'Cause I was lonely and she was crazy

[Chorus 2]
Rat-tat-tat, ka-boom-boom!
Now take that, and just a bit of this
'Cause I'm a watcher, and I'm a doer of none
Come to save you, 'cause you're all mine

[Bridge 1]
I hurt where I can't feel
I feel where I can't hurt
I know where I can't know
I bleed for me and mine

[Chorus 3]
Ka-boom, ahh!
A rat-tat-tat, and some good ol' bliss
'Cause I'm a sister, and I'm a motherfuck

[Bridge 2]
I am made of shamrocks
I am made of stern stuff
I am never enough
I am the forgotten child

[Chorus 1]
And I said, "I wanna fill you up
I wanna break you, I wanna give you up
From one another, no one should ever come
In between us, between us and our love"

[Breakdown]
Mary had a little lamb
Her face was white as snow
And everywhere that Mary went
I was sure to go

Now Mary's got a problem, and Mary's not a stupid girl
Mary's got some deep shit, and Mary does not forget, and
And this is how
Mary's garden grows
And this is how
Mary has her ghosts

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About

Genius Annotation

“X.Y.U.” stands as one of the heaviest Pumpkins tracks, a grueling beast better experienced live. A fan favorite at concerts, as of 2019 it has been played live almost 300 times, often as an encore.

The screeching noise-rock textures and brutal metallic riffing which, while it is repetitive in a sense, undergoes a constant evolution to propel this harrowing standout to dizzying heights.

Just when the sonic machinery presents a downshift, the song takes off like a rocket ship with a sudden change in tempo when Corgan screams:

Into the eyes of the Jackal, I say, ‘KA-BOOM!’

James Iha, who spent a great deal of time recording “X.Y.U.,” found this song to be “disturbing:”

XYU is kind of a disturbing one though. It’s the monster inside of the band trying to get out!

As for the title, the alphabet usually ends with ‘Z’ of course. In the narrator’s twisted world however, it all ends with YOU.

Q&A

Find answers to frequently asked questions about the song and explore its deeper meaning

What did The Smashing Pumpkins say about "X.Y.U."?
Genius Answer

James Iha, who spent a great deal of time recording “X.Y.U.,” felt in the song a literal monster

XYU is kind of a disturbing one though. It’s the monster inside of the band trying to get out!

What have the artists said about the instrumentation?
Genius Answer

Guitarist James Iha commented on “X.Y.U.” in TGM Magazine in 1995:

That’s actually the song that we recorded all live-live guitars, live vocals, live bass. We set up all in the same room and it just goes against all the rules of recording no separation at all!

Billy Corgan wrote a lot about this in the album’s liner notes:

“Like many of our songs we had some of the arrangement together, while other bits would vary from moment to moment depending on whether or not we could remember what we were ‘supposed to do’, or what had been changed count-wise from the day before.

The idea of recording this number in an official way seemed to be way too much work for all of us, so with a shrug it was suggested why not record it live, vocals and all, in the studio. No volume would be spared, and we’d just rattle on until it was done. Each take we’d play a little faster and I’d change a phrase here and there until what we were looking for was within reach. Coming off a wicked cold I had trouble keeping my voice fresh, but the garble only added to my sense of desperation that we’d never get that ‘definitive’ take.

Producer Alan Moulder would later say that recording this final take was the single most exciting moment he’d ever had in a studio, and there was a sense as it went down that something important was indeed happening, albeit with a far greater clarity than had been caught in any previous version. I remember thinking in my mind and psychically projecting out to the band, “Please don’t mess up!”

Archeological evidence does suggest that a portion of this version was stolen from an earlier take for reasons I cannot recall. The end result is haunting and singular, a lasting effect which could never have been captured through conventional means.

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