Institutionalized Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Sometimes, I try to do things
And it just doesn't work out the way I want it to
And I get real frustrated
And like, I try hard to do it
And I like, take my time, but it just doesn't work out the way I want it to
It's like I concentrate on it real hard
But it just doesn't work out
And everything I do and everything I try
It never turns out
It's like, I need time to figure these things out
But there's always someone there going
"Hey Mike, you know, we've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately, you know?
You should maybe get away
And like, maybe you should talk about it, you'll feel a lot better"
And I go, "No it's okay, you know, I'll figure it out
Just leave me alone, I'll figure it out, you know?
I'm just working on myself"
They go, "Well you know, if you want to talk about it, I'll be here, you know
And you'll probably feel a lot better if you talk about it
So why don't you talk about it?"
I go, "No I don't want to, I'm okay! I'll figure it out myself!"
But they just keep bugging me
They just keep bugging me and it builds up inside


[Pre-Chorus]
So you're gonna be institutionalized
You'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes
You won't have any say
They'll brainwash you until you see their way

[Chorus]
I'm not crazy! (Institution!)
You're the one that's crazy! (Institution!)
You're driving me crazy! (Institution!)
They stick me in an institution
And said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect from the enemy, myself


[Verse 2]
I was in my room
And I was just like, staring at the walls thinking about everything
But then again, I was thinking about nothing
And then my mom came in, and I didn't even know she was there
She called my name and I didn't hear her
And then she started screaming, "Mike! Mike!"
And I go, "What? What's the matter?"
She goes, "What's the matter with you?"
I go, "There's nothing wrong, mom"
She goes, "Don't tell me that, you're on drugs!"
I go, "No mom, I'm not on drugs, I'm okay, I'm just thinking, you know? Why don't you get me a Pepsi?"
She goes, "No! You're on drugs!"
I go, "Mom, I'm okay, I'm just thinking"
And she goes, "No! You're not thinking, you're on drugs!
Normal people don't act that way!"

I go, "Mom, just get me a Pepsi, please? All I want's a Pepsi"
And she wouldn't give it to me
All I wanted was a Pepsi
Just one Pepsi
And she wouldn't give it to me
Just a Pepsi!

[Pre-Chorus]
They give you a white shirt with long sleeves
Tied around your back, you're treated like thieves

Drug you up because they're lazy
It's too much work to help a crazy


[Chorus]
I'm not crazy! (Institution!)
You're the one that's crazy! (Institution!)
You're driving me crazy! (Institution!)
They stick me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect from the enemy, myself


[Verse 3]
I'm sitting in my room, and my mom and my dad came in
They pulled up a chair and they sat down
They go, "Mike, we need to talk to you"
And I go, "Okay, what's the matter?"
They go, "Me and your mom, we've been noticing lately you've been having a lot of problems
And you've been going off for no reason
And we're afraid you're gonna hurt somebody
And we're afraid you're gonna hurt yourself,
So we decided that it would be in your best interest if we put you somewhere you could get the help that you need"
And I go, "Wait, what are you talking about?
We decided?! My best interest?!
How do you know what my best interest is?
How can you say what my best interest is?
What are you trying to say? I'm crazy?!
When I went to your schools
I went to your churches
I went to your institutional learning facilities!
So how can you say I'm crazy?!

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About

Genius Annotation

The song that launched Venice, California punk legends Suicidal Tendencies onto the national scene, “Institutionalized” was the lead single of their self-titled debut.

The song talks about the everyday problems teenagers face and how friends and family can often believe they are going insane or have become substance abusers. Muir recalled seeing ads on TV at the time for camps that kids could be shipped off to if parents were concerned about their child’s behavior.

The original recording of “Institutionalized” was very popular locally in southern California. KROQ FM named it their #23 song of 1983.

In 1993, the band re-recorded every song from their debut album for the album Still Cyco After All These Years. The updated version of “Institutionalized” was nominated for a Grammy in the Best Metal Performance category that year.

Quick fact: the guitarist in the 1983 video, Rocky George, was not the original S.T. axeman – he replaced Grant Estes, who had recorded the track. Amery Smith (who drummed on the first S.T. album) didn’t appear in the video either and was replaced by R.J. Herrera.

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What did Suicidal Tendencies say about "Institutionalized"?
Genius Answer

Frontman Mike Muir told Songfacts:

Not to use the Shrek onion layer analogy, but there’s a lot of different levels to it. For one, it was stuff that had happened specifically to a couple of friends of mine. And then at the time there were a lot of those – I don’t know what they call them – those boot camp things where parents would get their kids taken at 4 in the morning and send them off to these camps in Arizona or Idaho or wherever. The way I look at it and what I thought was, here are people that were parents for 14 or 15 years, they can’t brag about their kids at a party so there must be something wrong with the kid. Then they send them off and stuff. They used to have commercials: “Does your kid get angry when things don’t go their way? Do they do this and that? If you answer yes to three or more of these, they might have a drug or alcohol problem. And you’re not alone, we can help.” And I’m sitting there going, Dude, I’ve never done drugs, I don’t drink, and yeah, I get angry when things don’t go my way. It’s called being human. I’m not a machine. I think it made an easy scapegoat for kids to be the problem. I think a lot of times it was lack of parental skills and time. It happens and it’s a timeless thing, there will always be that generational gap, so to speak.

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