Don’t treat her like she’s a mistake that just happens that you deal with

He obviously looks at her as less than him. But tonight, in that moment.. They’re equals. Even though she’s his “Whore” their on the same level by association.

As he walked away without his future and fortune told he could only think..

“Good luck trying to get my autograph when I’m dead”

Meaning he felt the lack of direction so extremely to the point that he felt death was near.

He got to the point that he went to a person who would tell him the future that he couldn’t see. But all she could focus on was his present situation and how “successful” he was.. when he was literally falling apart

Life has been rather gloomy and grey for him. He’s been waiting on a break in the clouds

or that silver lining in his clouds.

Hopefully, not. But he could also be referring to a literal break. As in to not live any more and take his final break in the clouds.

He’s not exactly sure where he’s going in life. It’s possible that he’s just here and hanging around and has no where to go.

This is a hypothetical situation. Or could be literal.

In western culture we tend to ask each other “How are you doing”, and not want to hear anything other than “I’m fine” from the person. This situation is to explain the helpless feeling when you get so lonely to the point that you elongate conversation with people who really don’t want to hear that much. It’s an emotional outpour.

The ‘hypothetical’ man in this situation simply wanted a “fine” of Mayer. And he knew this.. But for some reason he was compelled to spill his heart to the man.. It was weighing on his soul that much.