[Jay Z] I was really angry. I didn’t sleep for two days. I was really angry about it. We all knew there was still a bit of racism in America, but for it to be so blatant was… if you just asked the questions, asked yourself the question, ‘Didn’t Trayvon have a right to stand his ground?’He was being chased, he was being chased and he fought back. He might’ve won, that doesn’t mean he’s a criminal. he won. If you chase me, and you try to attack me, and I defend myself, how can I be in the wrong? This guy went to get Skittles and go back and watch the All-Star Game. He had plans. Get an Arizona and get the skittles and watch the game. You know, he probably had his whole position...he had no intentions of robbing anyone's home. You know? So, it's just a thing where, again, a reminder that we still have a long way to go. It's beautiful now, because this generation, they don't see color in that way. We're a bit removed from those racist feelings because, again, it's hard to teach racism when your child is out...you know, our clubs is integrated, the music we listen to is the same.
[Wilson] Yea. I know you dedicated "Forever Young" at the shows to him, and stuff like that. The Trayvon situation.
[Jay Z] Yeah because his memory will live on, right, it'll be...hopefully it'll be...of course, you feel horrible for his parents, that they had to lose their kid, but hopefully this is the moment that changed that law and changed the way we interact with each other. You hate that a child had to be sacrificed for that.
[Jay Z] Yes, and that's the thing, like reviews...think about trying to get that line. You hear that Miley Cyrus, you're going to come to the wrong conclusion that you really understand the story. People are like, "why's he saying 'Miley Cyrus' in the song?" Don't you understand? It's hard to understand the intention behind it. Again, it uses wit and it's catchy, but the real story is about racism. The whole song is, somewhere in America, you can't teach racism when your child is connected to the culture. It's very hard to...
[Wilson] She could be any white girl in middle-America.
[Jay Z] Exactly.
[Wilson] Learning a black dance, or a Hip Hop dance.
[Jay Z] Right
[Wilson] "Jay Z Blue" obviously...you made "Glory" right after you had your child, and that seemed like.."Glory", the title itself is a very positive kind of glorious thing, and then you look at "Jay Z Blue" and there's a very dark vibe to it. The "Mommie Dearest" sample [incoherent], why do you feel like you wanted that type of song to represent that?
[Jay Z] If you think about the timing, it's life, right? When your baby first comes, it's only joy. It's only joy, it's like, "oh my god, look at this." It's fascinating that two people can create a life, "this is real," and you know, so it's only glory. It's all joy. Then after that kicks in, you sit with yourself, like, "am I going to be a good dad?" I know I have the DNA of my dad, and I know it's not just me and my dad. This is an ongoing problem within our community, how do I get around it? So all those fears and all those anxieties start setting in. I mean, if you intend to do it the right way, the correct way, then you got to really think about it. So those first days was glorious, it was all joy, and now I have to really do the work and make sure I don't repeat that cycle, because I do have my father's DNA, and I'm sure he didn't set out to leave. Actually, he married my mom. It wasn't like he just left day one, he married my mom. He tried, you know? Just, life got in the way. His brother got killed, drugs got into play, so all these things got into play that he couldn't see, nine years out, what was going to happen in life. I'm sure he went into it with the best intentions, the same we all do, and it didn't work out. I don't want that to happen, so let me talk about it. Let me deal with these feelings, let me deal with these emotions, and let me work on it. Let me work it out. So "Jay Z Blue" is pretty much that, "father never taught me how to be a father/treat a mother/I don't want to have to just repeat another/leave another." You know, that's the story in a nutshell.
[Wilson] What's the statement on you putting "On The Run (Pt. II)" on the album?
[Jay Z] Besides it being really dope?...[laughter]...Again, it's just a showcase of...there's very few relationships in Hip Hop music. There's a lot of, "I took your girl, and I'm gonna take her again,"..[cross-talk]..You know what I'm saying? I don't know if people are properly absorbing what I'm doing here. Like I don't know, in the context of...
[Wilson] Making marriage cool in some sense.
[Jay Z] Just being honest about it, and putting those sort of subject matters in Hip Hop records. You know? That's not normal.
[Wilson] A record like "On The Run"? We wouldn't have got that 3 years ago, 4 years ago...
[Jay Z] You would of got "Big Pimpin'"
[Wilson] The relationship being such a high profile relationship, there's people that feel so invested in a positive way, and hate on it because of the negative [criticism]..that's how society is. Is it interesting to be on that forefront where, you know, you have to deal with everybody else's feelings and how much they're impacted by what you're doing and just living your life?
[Jay Z] I tend not to think about it. If I'm talking about it, we're having a conversation about it, it comes up, I think about it, but everyday when I'm walking around, I don't think about it at all. I know I'm living my life right. I just live my life right, and go about it the right way, and everything will sort itself out. If I'm on the side of right...
[Wilson] But "On The Run" is a celebration of it in some sense.
[Jay Z] That's what I mean, so I know I'm on the right, so I'm cool..[laughter]..but if I do something wrong a little bit, my Karma is immediate. My karma is immediate, I'll know. I'll know because something will happen, and it'll be like, "oh, that wasn't the right shit to do, I apologize." [laughter]
[Wilson] Well I'm glad you decided to do this man, I hope it was the right decision [laughter].
Jay-Z sat down with Elliot Wilson from Rap Radar to speak on a range of subjects, including his thoughts on the Zimmerman verdict and President Obama’s historic remarks on being Black in America.
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